My body hates me for sure.
I have some weird anxiety symptoms that really distress me and make me feel unwell. Most of the time they come on when I’m simply watching tv or something that isn’t causing me anxiety!
• intolerable itchy skin that keeps me up at night.
• sudden energy rush sort of adrenaline thing that makes me feel dizzy
• headaches that make me hyper sensitive to light
• chest pain/ tightening (I sometimes awake up with this)
All make me feel extremely horrid, no wonder I stay on the sofa all day. I know they are reactions to my anxiety that I shouldn’t worry about, they won’t kill me. I wouldn’t mind if they killed me, I just want them to stop.
Since increasing my sertraline from 100mg to 150mg ( last Monday) I swear my anxiety symptoms are worse. Waaaaa 😦